Just the other day i was doing a monologue here in my room about how i cant get over you. It has been 2months since we last texted, a long couple of months i must say. I missed you badly. Even if it has been two years and counting since you broke up with me, i still hurt so much. I was surprised that you replied this morning (because you never replied anymore, maybe you felt sorry for me and finally gave me a break. haha.), but not as surprised as when you told me you were courting someone. And that you went out of town with her.. Funny how i am still so very so very so very so very affected..
I knew this day would come, the day i have to face the fact that you are over me. I know you've been over me for so long, i just didn't have to actually face it until now. Now.
You think im so silly to have waited this long and you probably think im such a loser cause i cant find someone else. I just wish i could have said the same thing about you.
I still hang on to those promises. I still feel overwhelmed every time i remember the "us" that we were..and every time i realize that there's no such thing.
You've paralyzed me in a really bad way.
But i hope you are happy now. Thank you for toughening me up.
I knew this day would come, the day i have to face the fact that you are over me. I know you've been over me for so long, i just didn't have to actually face it until now. Now.
You think im so silly to have waited this long and you probably think im such a loser cause i cant find someone else. I just wish i could have said the same thing about you.
I still hang on to those promises. I still feel overwhelmed every time i remember the "us" that we were..and every time i realize that there's no such thing.
You've paralyzed me in a really bad way.
But i hope you are happy now. Thank you for toughening me up.
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